True North Summer Spotlight
Editor’s Note: Beers on the dock, a midnight swim, losing track of time—what does summer evoke (& invoke) in northern New England? We’ve invited NNER contributors to share seasonal True North interpretations in this exclusive content spotlight. “Leaning Out With a Cigarette” by David Troupes is an aching ode with surprising lineation and masterfully subtle musicality. We appreciate the menacing shadows stirring the salt air of this piece. —NNER Vol 39 Editors, Franklin Pierce University
Leaning Out With a Cigarette
by David Troupes
The osprey must have seen me: lifting low
to the platform among the reeds,
breast of sea, dignified,
reckless of its dignity.
A gull passes, poisoned, baited at the dump
and sent home dying.
who loved me
are piling up out front. My hair washed, evening
blowing through the hoist cranes of the harbor,
insects slapping in the blue death-boxes, dying,
and all the grief of my day changing
the way sunlight will flip the reeds,
a sudden slowness—
brain-breath and readiness of the cigarette,
the blue tarp pinned by firewood,
trying to stand.
There she is, touching
upon the straw, bringing a fish to her child.
And what does she make of the cell mast
and what does she make of the harbor lights
and what does she make of her bone-memory:
the shooter: but she flies
and hunts and works
toward forgiveness of a kind.
Another, then. “Next.” My match tip
star-pricked in the wind. And as I step
down from the house I see
past his shoulders, past his car, past all
the promenade colors of the sky
to the straw of this permanent world,
the stinking channels—this lipstick,
this Friday game, this kite flown—and I walk out
among the poisons, among the radio-wind,
the reeds and rolling swallows, trapped
in this corrosive freedom,
my corroding health
and the memory of tearing
bread for my children.
David Troupes has published two collections of poetry, Parsimony (2009) and The Simple Men (2012), and his work has appeared many journals on both sides of the Atlantic, including Hayden’s Ferry Review, Fugue, Nimrod, PN Review, Poetry Wales and Carcanet’s 2015 anthology New Poetries VI. He has recently completed a PhD at the University of Sheffield, and a Jerwood Opera Writing Fellowship in collaboration with composer Joel Rust.